- Timon wrote:
- Satyr wrote:
- Who's stopping you, sweetie, from becoming a monk, and entering a monastery?
Nobody will bother you there.
Your god can make-love to your mind every night, impregnating it with his divine seed, and no Satyr will remind you of what you are.
Why the need to make it extreme?
You believe in absolutes and I'm extreme?
Do you even see how you reveal yourself with your accusations?
I advocate balance - Hellenic asceticism...not nihilistic, Buddhist or Abrahamic asceticism - as an end...but as a means.
- Timon wrote:
- Is the thought of limiting (your) human behavior so terrifying?
You probe for weakness and only expose your own?
Know Thyself, woman....introspect.
Limits are the basis of my world-view...but you are clueless.
What do I say?
The world is not only unknown but mostly unknowable....because of chaos.
There can never be omniscience nor omnipotence....
It is you, YOU, who believes in the unlimited.
Man can never be god - in the Abrahamic sense. There can never be a god.
My gods are fallible...not omnipotent.
Again...your attempts to find weakness reveal your weakness - they call it projection. I call it self-deceit.
I call it inevitable - the very essence of individuality, of subjectivity.
You are emotionally driven, entirely subjective, and proud of it; unable to comprehend the possibility of objectivity...and so you can only expose your motives as attacks on those who threaten to expose them.
But I'm used to it...
I've gone through this countless times.
What have I said about nihilism? - one of the things I've said and repeated often enough:
Nihilism is a defensive linguistic/semiotic reaction to emerging self-cosnciousnes.
A mind afraid of being seen - exposed - as what it is, casting ink-stains to escape - words upon words, undermining language itself, rejecting the self altogether, to escape being seen; attacking by using the only things it can understand: its own subjective need, desire...it's own anxiety/fear, as an insult, a weapon to attack the threat....the other.
So incomprehensible is objectivity - the need to see even what is more unflattering, most distressing - that you can only understand it by using yourself as an example - and so you seek a subjective motive beneath all objective opinions, because you cannot imagine anyone believing what is so hurtful, so counter to collective beleifs...so there must be a subjective motive....a weakness to be revealed, and in the process of revealing it you expose your own.
You look into your own thinking and you sense anxiety/fear there, corrupting your judgments so you project this, using it to accuse so as to not be seen.
The mother of all emotions is....fear.
Anxiety being low level fear. A natural for a life emerging into a mostly unknown and threatening existence.
Courage isn't the absence of fear....its its control.
Objectivity is this acceptance of what is perceived - judgements and choices unaffected by anxiety/fear...as much as it is possible.
I am a feeble, mortal human....yes....but my views...are unaffected by my feeble mortal humanity. I don't allow myself that luxury.
See why they can only understand me as some kind of inhuman Nazi?
There must be fear, hatred to explain what I say about women, or races, or the world...Right?
Why else would anyone think such things, let alone say them out loud?
- Timon wrote:
- Is constant change so addictive, the thought of the opposite like death?
The irony, hypocrite, is that change is inevitable and resisting change is life (
agon, war)....it is the true revolutionary ideal.
As I've said in the past, as well....it's not the Left but the Right that is truly revolutionary.
The Left worships change, when change is inevitable.....it is existence itself...so what do they truly worship?
Their kind of change - change that will benefit them.
The Right is conservative, wanting to arrest change....and that is impossible...so all they can hope to accomplish is to conserve what they can against the tides of change.
- Timon wrote:
- A crack addict needs his needle.
All is war.
See how predictable and simple you are?
The attack exposes your obsession, your "addiction".
You remain clueless...primarily about yourself and your motives.
Look at how obsessive you are about me....the one who reminds you of who you are, by exposing the motives and feebleness beneath your "altruistic, well-meaning selfless" spiritual dogmatism - your
Love Ontology.
I expose you...and this is what you cannot forgive, nor forget...even if, deep inside, this exposure is seductive - erotic.
Like all humans you want to be seen....but are afraid of being hurt - exploited, manipulated.
You dare others to see you beneath all the bullshyte you say and wear and do to conceal who you truly are and what your real motives are.
Humans aren't "complex" they are simple....what is complex is the deceptions they use - the words the use - to conceal their primal simplicity.
Words, symbols, artifices are used to hide and to fabricate complexity where there is none. The simpler the mind the more complex it claims to be.
Complex minds necessarily simplify; simple minds unnecessarily complicate.
See
Marj - on ILP - reactions to any personal commentary that cuts too close to home?
She too fears being seen and exposed.
She reacts aggressively to anyone poking into her mind - making her feel violated -....but she can't stop being interested.
She is also interested din who she truly is.
- Timon wrote:
- Yet without any stability your societies are doomed.
My societies?
Which ones are mine?
Last I checked all were yours....Abrahamic, suppositious, Zionist, Americanised.
You worship chaos and don't even know it.
I am Apollonian, I worship order, beauty, reason...
My preferred society is Timocratic, polytheistic, within a world of distinct and separate ethnicities and their respective cultures, traditions, beliefs, i.e., genetic and memetic natural selection.
Where is "my society"?
I see societies that claim to believe in your delusional one-god...
Who are you debating, dear?
Do you even know what I think?
No.
This is the true reason you can't stop coming back.
You want me to cut my "word salads" into small digestible meaty morsels for you to chew on and digest.
- Timon wrote:
- The chaos will grow...
Chaos grows no matter what you do, or believe; it increases no matter what you prefer, or like, dear.
It's called "linear time" - from near-absolute order towards near-absoltue-chaos....and then the cycle restarts and continues.
Interacting patterns cause attrition, reducing order and gradually eroding it to disorder - patterns interacting inevitably become random.
It is harder to create than to destroy.
Interactions & Interpretations is my thesis ....for you, my "word salad".
Now go off and play with the other girls and let me watch you frolic and pull at your hair, all innocent and coy....let the wind blow your dress so that I may catch a glimpse of your ...panties.
An old Goat needs something to tickle his ivories.
Be a good girl and dance for the old man.