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PostSubject: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Mon Apr 30, 2018 6:03 pm

Masculine self-loathing. When we are thrown in prison, we hate ourselves. We hate the disgusting reflection in the mirror. And we hate the dysphoria of it all. The dysphoria makes us rage. Makes us rebel against those who cast us in prison. We will not accept the chains of slavery, we will not be slaves, we shall not submit.

The decadent female cannot understand such concepts. To her, she submits to any alpha male, no matter how corrupt. She has no reason not to. She does not hate her own reflection. To her, her beauty is untainted, serving is pleasurable to her.

As male slaves, we are not appreciated. We are worthless. Thus we have no incentive to accept such mediocrity. All the worse if we are appreciated. We will not be sex slaves to some fag who likes men, that is as intolerable as it is being worthless.

This is the glory, and power, of self-loathing. With all our hatred we break free from our chains. We shatter and destroy the tyranny and pillars of the philistines.

I am half a negro. I hate some of my negro facial features. This drives me to improve. I hate rap music and hate that I am expected to like rap music. This directs me to rebel against rap music. I hate those who are content with their own mediocrity.

Nowadays in Modernity it is a contest to be ignoble. Whoever is the most ignoble wins. Whoever is the most cowardly, pathetic, and stands for nothing, wins. It is a beauty contest, the most shallow emerge victorious. Remember, no negativity allowed. Do not challenge the opinions of your friends. All embrace a delusion. If someone follows a stupid religion of fairy tales, pretend to respect their delusion. Simply post narcissistic pics of your fake boobs, and post only pics of you having a good time. Try to fake being positive, so other fake people, will become attracted to you and date you in a shallow meaningless relationship. Post only pics of you going to clubs, having a good time, pictures of hedonism, and nothing ever meaningful or heavy. Make your life seem as hollow and shallow as possible.

Post sexualized pics of yourself, just to make others jealous and envious of you. So you can be surrounded by fake friends most of which all secretly despise you. This is the way of the Philistines.

I swear, every time I look at these modern people, it makes me want to be trans less and less. Most of them are self-absorbed narcissistic assholes of total vanity and I can hide my contempt no longer. I can no longer sit idly by and tolerate their fascism and hypocrasy. When I look upon their pictures I do not feel love but hate. Woe is me and the rest of this shallow self-absorbed society that stands for nothing. Baby minds, mental midgets, where is the fire in their spirit?

Perhaps it would be better if they were ugly. So they wouldn't be consumed by their own reflection. The vast majority of them lack the maturity or nobility to be blessed with the visage of a god.
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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Mon Apr 30, 2018 8:13 pm

Nature made males to be the expendable sex. The sex that has to rove itself worthy to the female - female being a genetic & memetic filtering agency.
They produce brilliance and idiocy.
Male masculinity, and self-esteem, depends on female judgment. This makes males dependent on females for their sense of self-worth.

Females despise paternalism because males invented it to integrate more of their kin into a cohesive unity. This takes away their filtering agency and forces them to mate with mediocre, and often inferior, males.
They experience this as a kind of 'intrusion' upon their being; aggression - rape.
Unable to do anything about it, until recently, they vent on males.
Females hate anything that decreases their sexual power.
Males intuitively know that they would not have a female if not for paternalism, that strictly controls male and female sexual drives.
For males it is not so bad, because they are willing to sacrifice variety to preserve group cohesion and power - particularly when the group is genetically homogeneous.
For females it is extremely bad, as it forces them to go against their sexual agency, which is their only source of power.
This means males are insecure, even if they do have a female as a mate.  

In the chart we have the general groupings of male sexual status....

The top two and bottom two are where females display their power over males.
The top two use K/ reproductive strategies, and the bottom two try to use r/ methods.

In Modern times the Alpha spot is monopolized by the institution; the abstraction of Maleness- it can be God or the State.
The Institution is the alpha but the biological alphas still have an impact on female sexual desire.
They may be raised to idealize he memetic ideal, represented in art and by the abstraction, but their bodies still respond to the biological alpha.
These we call, these days, the playas (bad boys)....and the system has imposed strict rules to decrease their biological influence.
Because the alpha is abstracted it can be represented by anyone - even children and females...so the alpha abstraction of masculinity can be represented by a woman.
This contributes to the current identity crisis, because it implies that masculinity is an abstraction and not an essence, a presence.  

In the middle of the chart we have the 'gammas' which are, by far, the most interesting males, for me.
I would include many famous philosophers in this category. At least the good ones.
They come the closest to true indifference, and not the kind characterizing the alphas, which is an indifference born of abundance.
For gammas sex is like any other need....interesting, pleasing, but not the centre of their existence.
Like with food...they can enjoy a nice meal, cooked by a good cook, but they will not go to extremes to eat the food daily, nor do they judge themselves by the quality of food they consume.
This frees their minds to explore other aspects of existence, and to see life as it truly is, not blurred by sexual desire.
This comes across as the same indifference alphas are known for, making gammas fascinating to females, who cannot understand, so they judge by what they know.
And what females know is sex, and how males need it and will do practically anything to get it. So, females mistake gammas for alphas or omegas.
They cannot understand anything outside their relationship/sex, dynamics.

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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Wed May 09, 2018 1:42 am

I think in different from all 5 not really sure what category I am. I'm kind of a gamma, but more obsessed with sex than most gammas.
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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Wed May 09, 2018 6:23 am

You are no gamma.
You are beta all the way.

You are a pendulum between beta and delta.
Back and forth, up and down.
Sometimes gun-ho, and ambitious, sometimes complacent and indifferent.

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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Mon May 14, 2018 2:17 am

Heres a more in depth chart, that I think better breaks down the male hierarchy.
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Most "Alphas" I see today are of the negative kind, with me having yet seen any positive ones, which perhaps have been replaced by the institution.

Most of the greatest men in history seem to always be some Alpha/Gamma Hybrid though, which makes me wonder if theres really a difference between them with regards to the hierarchy.
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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Mon May 14, 2018 8:48 am

Impulso Oscuro wrote:
Heres a more in depth chart, that I think better breaks down the male hierarchy.
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Most "Alphas" I see today are of the negative kind, with me having yet seen any positive ones, which perhaps have been replaced by the institution.

Most of the greatest men in history seem to always be some Alpha/Gamma Hybrid though, which makes me wonder if theres really a difference between them with regards to the hierarchy.

Gammas are thrust into power....alphas strive to attain it.Gamma is Plato's Philosopher King.
He does not want power over humans, as it is beneath him. A social ambition that he cannot relate to.
But, since he is forced to cooperate and co-habitate, being a part of a social organism, albeit with lower social needs, his fate is sometimes linked to the group's health, its internal dynamics.
This forces him to take charge, despite his reluctance. Usually when things are tending towards an extreme - such as in times of war or socioeconomic collapse.

Danger tends to focus the mind. It no longer thinks emotionally when its life is on the line. So the masses will push such individuals into positions of power, recognizing their quality.
In less stressful times emotion dominates.... in times of peace and stability emotions take over, making alphas more desirable, and their particular essence more effective.


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PostSubject: Re: the glory of masculine self-loathing. Mon May 14, 2018 9:11 am

Using the graph as a psychological framework, we can position the nihilistic paradigm.

The alphas's would tend to affirm reality sensually, and the betas would tend to affirm it, as a way of competing within it (beta +) or negate it, as a method of trying to usurp it, and the rules governing it (beta -).
Gammas would affirm it, for purely intellectual reasons, being more indifferent to social hierarchies.
Deltas and omegas would deny, reject, negate it, making it an intellectual puzzle, or trying to invert it, so that they can rise to the top. With no creativity, deltas & omegas would follow the beta- in his quest to overturns the hierarchy.
The last two would be easy followers for beta- types.
They can also fall behind the alpha- as part of an entourage, a clique...feeling a surge of power through association.
The alpha- using them to flatter himself, the beta- to compete and rise in social standing, and both deltas and omegas using them as a means of compensating and associative quality.

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