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Nihilism is an open ended word. Talking with a Christian one day and I used the word casually, he did not know what I meant. So I had to explain it to him and I realized the definition was rather loose.

The internet defines Nihilism as the belief that life has no inherent meaning. Therefore, society would classify atheists as nihilists, agnostics as possible nihilists.

I began thinking about Buddhists and how they are often less nihilistic than Christians. That is, Buddhists care deeply about the physical body health and do exercise and training to maintain health of the body. Whereas Christians are conflicted, the body is a temple, but what about just stacking all cards for the afterlife? To be conflicted is to be human. To have hypocrisy is human. It is just that when the degree of hypocrisy exceeds rational limits it becomes inhuman and despicable.

So I want to stop using the word nihilism altogether. I will instead use, words like "delusion" and apathy. If someone believes something without having evidence to believe, it is most likely a delusion. If someone just does not care, it is apathy.

Therefore, in this context, I would say Buddhists have a worldview where, they do not believe life has inherent meaning, but that if you are here you might as well have a good time of it. And that you should have the option to not reincarnate, or go to other worlds, if you don't want to return to this world. Arguably, this can be said to be a delusion, since they have no evidence to provide transport to other worlds. However, the first part, physical health of the body, can be empirically verified as healthy and effective methods, and in some cases, the delusion can contribute to greater health of the body.

Therefore, in the context of Christians, many Christians have been nice to me. Thus I cannot safely say the world would be better without Jesus. Had Jesus never existed, we would be under the roman rope. American civilization is very much like a Roman civilization, with it's routine public crucifixions. That is to say, America is not actually a true Christian nation and does not follow Jesus principles. Thus, to blame Jesus for America, is a bit unfair.

Thus, the problems of the world cannot be squarely blamed on religion, as religion is merely a symptom. The root is human idiocy, the delusion and apathy I mentioned earlier. In the case of moderns, it is a general apathy to not be curious about the truth. And when certain facts are presented, not believing the facts may be a delusion. For example, if a fat-empowerment chick goes on a crusade to empower 700 pound women. This could be the result of a delusion, not actually being conscious of the health-consequences of being 700 pounds. Or it could be the result of apathy, simply not caring about the health consequences at all. This can also be the same with breeding. If a woman likes poetry, but refuses to breed with poets, this could be a result of delusion: Not knowing the connection between genes and capability. Or it could be the result of apathy: Knowing the connection between genes and capability, but simply not giving a shit about future generations, once she got her poetry fix, she has no more need of poets, fuck all to the future generations. (Personally, not that big a fan of poetry, because I generally only want to write poetry when I'm at my worst, so just insert and replace the word "poet" with whatever talent you admire.)

With that out of the way I also say that we are undergoing the emasculation of mankind. I choose not to use the word feminization because I would say that, the majority of men are not becoming more sexually enticing. That is, a certain subgroup of men seem to becoming feminized (made fabulous), but the majority are simply emasculated: Still men, but not gaining any sexual appeal to them. Also, the second half: The women, seem to be getting less feminine, and more masculine. However, not masculine in the traditional sense. And men are not neccessarily getting more feminine in the traditional sense, but only in an abstract way. That is, to say specifically, both men and women are becoming more boring. This is different from masculinization or feminization, and example being, Adagio Dazzle, who has heightened masculinity and heightened femininity, and thus is more interesting and appealing. Another example, men from the 50's who had a sparkly eyes and somewhat feminine qualities, such as the Saint or Cowboys of the west, and greater adherence to morality and sentimentality, so were in some ways more feminine and more masculine than men of today. Thus the word I choose is emasculation, as society is becoming soulless, sterilized and altogether dreadfully boring and stale.

There are two doors to my house, the back door leads to the insects and the front door leads to the "humans", you can just call them oversized insects, but i imagine some insects may take offense as they seem more organized than the humans. Dealing with what is out there, i ought to turn my room into a command bunker and command myself never to leave, but sadly my body has needs that requires my appearance.

During my daily outings, humans seem like mechanical robotic dolls, i imagine their early developing consciousness has been intercepted by strategic concepts upon the mind by hidden systems, thus leaving them drained as their body is abused to keep alive the plantation. The mind stunted by repetitive sounds, images, routines thus bringing the reality of growth in the context of connected consciousness doesn't take place. The mind cuts out then loops back into a wiped slate only to be written upon in the exact same way. After awhile they become ill.

Of course that's a bit black and white, there's a lot more to it, like status, reputation, ego, competition etc.. which is always relevant as it is fundamental to human nature. It just bores me to even talk about it though because it's a controlled version feeding into a confusion of self, where the blank human grows desperate then resorts to its immediate environment to gather self-worth, or now demand it, like in the case of the fat acceptance movement, and others.

If it's brought back to a real organic level where true identity takes place, then the competition rises into world level, and those particular people are able to discriminate more accurately regarding themselves and others. Their natural value is restored, thus they enter into reality with honor and pride. These days their body's are snatched and the mind is bent away from the self.

Excessive production of humans was established for mere contribution, the good thing about this is, once they are reconnected back to self, the force will be extremely great due to numbers and they have a chance to establish themselves as a dominion, or at least attempt it, only then do means of their efforts serve their own destiny.

Emasculation to me seems like a neutral ordering of the herd, where the being doesn't react much, even on an impulse level due to being heavily conditioned into a state of self blindness. It becomes dull and boring, life is stolen from it and the mind is burdened with the social noise of society.

They cannot escape it, nor is the system designed for its subjects to think about meaning, it may permit it to a degree but as long as it reinforces the social narrative, kept on a friendly level at the dinner table during lunch hour. You can express yourself to an extent but not act upon it.

The rebellious children of the 60s butchered the gentleman charm of the 50s, the sexual revolution turned the boy into a careless fuck where mannerisms were lost between the legs of the slutty girls of that time. The 50's boy had easier, the horse was already tamed, so he can learn how to ride it with passion and grew loving towards it with empathy, it was a maintained bond. The 60's boy was bombarded with direct chaos, horse was wild..the boy barely got back on it, but never trained, never loved it, couldn't control it...so he jumped off...the 80s boy didnt even bother to jump on..they became wild too..this is still happening as a collateral effect. ...effects

Dangerous ones... The horse no longer wants to be wild and is now begging to be trained..

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The truth lurks behind the comedy.


With that out of the way, how are you my darling?

Sick and strange, as per usual.

Anyway, that video is no better than the shitshow we have now. It implies women are lazy fucking lesbians, who only want to date rich guys and bankers...I thought bankers were part of the problem.
I'm not inherently against women being lesbians, it's just where's my piece of the pie? My plan was to have women as lesbians, in tandem with the DNA machine, not before. Not bundling them together is a bit like sending someone a wireless controller, without the fucking console. For the time being, let the women continue to be gullible wage slaves, its what they deserve, after all the shit they did to me. Without them the economy may collapse.