genetic memory vs. social memory

three types of memory, genetic memory, puberty memory, social memory

Genetic memory is the part of the brain that is hard-coded at birth. This is the original, uncorrupt self, the child mind.

Next is puberty memory, teenagers brain is physically changed by hormones.

Then, the social memory. Teenager told it is wrong for existing. And social memory is in place.

Lets examine each.
Child mind:

- Awesome
- Wonder and curiosity
- Drive to create and build
- No sex drive
- Highly competitive
- Laughs at jokes and enjoys life.
- Hates injustices of the world
- Seeks entertainment


Teenage (white male) mind:

- Knows it is good to lust after women
- Does not like rap music
- Seeks entertainment
- Deep down, loves violence
- Laughs at jokes
- Either loves or hates life. Hates life it is going bad, loves it if it is going good.
- Drive to create and build
- Drive to drive (drive and control things.)
- Grossed out by gay porn
- View of transsexuals is, weirded out if a chick has a penis

Adult (social) mind:

- Thinks it is wrong to lust after women.
- Tolerates all music.
- Bored of entertainment, it all is sameness.
- Views violence as wrong.
- Jokes are politically incorrect.
- Apathetic
- Tolerant of gay porn
- View of transsexuals is, prefers chicks to have a penis



By sameness I mean, a teen will say "Oh look, I'm driving on a roof!"
And adult will say "What is a roof? It's all the same. You are driving on a material, just like All things."



So the main points I want to drive home here, is the social mind is a Software layer. Living as a software layer, instead of hardware, will make life seem fake. It will not seem real or grounded. Instead of seeing a hot girl, and fucking her instantly, your mind will say either "It is wrong to lust after women." Or say "I will get in big trouble if I express my desires."

Say you want to punch someone in the face, right now, not waiting 25 years for revenge. Your mind will say "It is wrong" or "I will face serious consequences, can't do it."

So you are living in a software system, not a hardware system. And its not Strawberry Fields. Strawberry Fields is actually a hardware system.


So then you say, "How do I go back to being a kid again? If I simply, put my testosterone and estrogen to zero, will I become the same as a child, and well again?"
I say no. It will not work. It will not make you happy, Frodo has left the shire, you cannot return, you are s.o.l. screwed and doomed and "Damned", you will find yourself among the "Damned."

I divide memory into genetic (DNA), and memetic (environmental, cultural). The second I divide into first-hand (experience), and second-hand (knowledge).

All judgments and evaluations (value-judgments) are triangulations.

That's nice.

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What's "nicer" is the binary mind/body corresponds to the two source of memory DNA (genetic, inherited, determined, nature) and memory proper (including memetic, nurture, experiential) and these two sources can be labeled esoteric/exoteric, subconscious/conscious, synthesized in brain/mind into a unified, singular, concept....ergo Body/nervous system (brain included as its processing, synthesizing hub)/Mind.
Mind is where choice can usurp the body's past made presence....
Mind is where nihilism builds its semiotic defences to protect the ego (lucid, conscious, self) from the implications the body presents with tis presence.
Detaching from reality begins with a desire to detach from the body - physical limits, restrictions, determinations etc.; desire to idealize, abstract everything so as to make it all malleable and useful to the mind.
This is what I call 'positive nihilism' offering a positive objective of liberation, of self-determiantion....the man-god overman ideal.
The second stage is a a form of submission, I call 'pure or nihilism proper'....a resignation to what has been determined, a surrender to the body transformed into a universal identity in a final effort to protect the ego by integrating it into a larger, mysterious, whole - salvation, freedom, by proxy.