- TheJoker wrote:
- Satyr I thought this little skit between you and I deserved it's own thread.
I would of replied sooner but I was too busy getting drunk last night taking a stroll within the city with pals.
Now without further due.
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Why do you suppose I would tell you the truth?
Do you think I care?
- TheJoker wrote:
- How do you think I am detached?
You have a child-like innocence in your thinking...a naivete which comes across as vulgar and violent but it is rooted in deep insecurity and a boyish desire to prove himself worthy of the title "man".
You constantly overestimate or underestimate everything you come across, making a victim of untold moments of disappointment and the anger that comes of it and unnecessary moments of turmoil and the fear that comes of it.
your last threat was an indication of fear coming across as anger.
- TheJoker wrote:
- No you haven't. I'm just wondering that if I'm brazen enough to challenge you and defend myself how long it will take you to put me on moderation or ban me due to your inability to control the encounter.
Having witnessed you "thinking" over some time now, I can safely say, with some degree of confidence, that the only thing you can challenge anyone with a slightly above the average intellect is posturing, vulgarity and teenage angst.
Having been told a bit about your past, I can be empathic but not necessarily sympathetic towards your plight.
The absence of a strong and supportive father figure is evident in you, and your sexual obsession reveals a yet to be satiated sexuality or a pretense which inflates your libido so as to seem more manly in accordance to modern-day hyper-masculine displays.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I respect his independence to think whatever he wants to even if I don't agree with some of what he has to say.
"respect" as I have noted on many occasinos is rooted in fear.
A fear of loss.
Either the fear of the loss the other might inflict upon you, or the fear of the loss of the others presence or loyalty or withholding what you get form him/her.
In this case the reciprocity is evident, in that both of you share that vulgar, unsubstantiated desire to be seen as more than what you actually are.
You mutually support each others delusions, in the presence of mounting threats to both, finding in each other a loyal "friend" of circumstance, if you will.
The anti-society stance is an indication of wishing to become the alpha male in the presence of a system that prevents it, except for symbolic positions of institutional power, and punishes anyone who tries to usurp its dominant male character.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I am a man that has a sex drive. Big surprise there.
only yours circumvents your reason, making you a victim of your own libido.
You see libido can be focused...either pro-creatively or creatively.
- TheJoker wrote:
- Prove myself as a man amongst men? Not really. I don't feel the need to prove anything as I make fun of other men all the time in that this whole rat race to me of civilization is nothing more than a spectacular joke or circus to me.
And yet, your actions like Bates - noted by
without-music, in another thread, contradicts your ideas. or your self-awareness.
- TheJoker wrote:
- Such as?
The idea of changing the world to a degree which is contradicted by historical evidence, unless you count the cataclysms of nature, such as this return to some ambiguous form of anarchy which is totally disconnected from the original idea proposed by Bakunin, speaks of a man-child wishing to destroy the world and himself in it, so that he may remake himself, his past in effect, and the world in accordance to a fantasy.
Fantasy is defined, by me, as the imagination unhinged, to whatever degree, from reality.
In its extreme and if the mind begins living in it, it becomes what is referred to as "delusion".... or when it becomes permanent it may be called schizophrenia.
In the latter the mind, due to some traumatic event or its inability to cope with a world which is constantly disappointing and hurting it, because it has not managed to judge it accurately, falls back on a defensive measure to prevent its total demise: it retreats back into its earlier fantasies...sometimes so far back that it reverts to a state of infancy.
I myself have attempted to explore the phenomenon in a social context in this thread:
[You must be registered and logged in to see this link.]In it I connect the social variety to sheltering and this feeding of ideas and ideals to the mind, from childhood, that exceed its capacity to attain. This is mostly designed to produce constant stress and activity...as contentment results in apathy and inactivity.
- TheJoker wrote:
- With Brian locked up in prison I find it comical of your constant obssession of the man.
I am interested in him, as I am in you and Adam....from a purely theoretical standpoint, as I am interested in any specimen of human nature which exceeds the norm in some capacity, revealing the overall truth about all human beings living within a particular environment.
My interest, I assure you, ends there...as I have found, from personal experience, that these same types, these specimens, are dull in every other aspect of their character and are entirely their anomaly in regards to the average.
For instance another anomaly, a pedophile, is completely taken over by his attraction to what is socially and cultural prohibited. It is his defining characteristic and is bland in every other respect.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I'll make sure the next time I write to him to express all about it.
I'm sure he'll e flattered.
Perhaps one day you can both laugh about it in Belize.
Send him my regards.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I also find it interesting your need to compare me to him despite the both of us being vastly different in a variety of areas.
Of course no two people are every perfectly alike, but in the dominant character traits you share a common nature without it being perfectly aligned.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I tried being courteous but that daughter of yours here along with that other whore started a sling of insults to which I naturally reacted in defence.
Then she got the better of you.
I too was assaulted by her, once upon a time.
At the end she asked to contact me.
You see, man-child, girls and women test their potential mates by assaulting them first. It's how tey determine their real qualities behind the bravado, puffed up chest and those empty words of self-flattery.
If she is my "daughter", though I doubt how much of an effect I can have from this distance, then she'll become more discriminating and, in time, she will not even see men-children, like you.
- TheJoker wrote:
- You need to keep a tighter noose around your pets here Satyr otherwise I'm going to have to euthanize them verbally.
Your machismo, speckled with a bit of envy, is dully noted, young "buck".
I would think a man, of your stature, dreams of being so influential to pretty young girls, as my
Bitch does...because even here you share a common tactic, word for word. .
- TheJoker wrote:
- Scorn my sexual advances? I don't care about either Poison or Lilith. I was just having some fun with both of them when it concerns my comments here. I have no interest in internet exchanges beyond the computer.
Well then, all that remains to be seen is if you can actually show this indifference in real time, and not simply state it with words and words....
This was the problem the
Bitch had, has....he does not understand what words are.
He, it, she, thinks, thought, that merely stating a word often enough, or convincing someone of it, that reality was changed by it.
See?
This is delusion...being detached from reality living in the fantasy-world of your own creation.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I just don't think you like me because I'm a challenge to your embraced worldviews.
From what I know of your "world-views" childish as they are, is that they showed deference to mine...they at least never contradicted them.
Here, once more, your similarity with the Adam, my
Bitch who has been following me around for years, is uncanny. He too, just like you, comforts himself with this thought; he too chooses to explain every slight against him as a product of his immense powers.
- TheJoker wrote:
- At any rate Satyr I'm content with being wild and feral because I'm not looking to become reformed or rehabilitated by anyone and anything.
Ten much pain still awaits you. It might even break you or cause a cost you will be paying for a lifetime.
Either way you are an interesting case a nd I would hope you stick around.
- TheJoker wrote:
- Conservative culture to me is disgusting and anti life. I constantly spit on it every chance I get.
Are you a liberal then?
Here;'s a little teed-bit from my own thoughts on the matter of right and left:
Against popular sentiment right-wing is a masculine attitude, as it is rebellious against the natural state of constant change: order is resisting constant entropy.
Liberalism progressiveness, what has been associated with the modern day left, is feminine in attitude. It simply tears down resistance, promises relief, as it promises a surrender to the
status quo of change.
One need not legislate change because it happens naturally. A progressive simply, wishes to progress faster towards total dis-assimilation, fragmentation, until nothing of distinction is left: the emptiness....But, of course, it also contradicts its own premises by retaining consciousness, just as a christian dreams of dying and going to heaven, but he keeps his soul, his spirit, his memories in other words...his past.
It's a convenient little ploy, one you, despite your brilliance, have fallen for, hook, line and sinker.
So when you hope for anarchy, the absence of order, you are being a woman...but you hate order because it is another man's order...and with this I can relate.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I am all about disorder, chaos, entropy, and wild intoxication revolving around the world's pleasures.
Here the two opposites meet.
Yes, yes, the ecstasy of Dionysus, the madness...hedonism unbridled....sexual pleasure....THAT's the feminine.
I've gone over it in my thesis on feminization, but not enough. I am currently adding to it what I neglected and was not aware of.....like Weininger's, and Baudrillard's and Heisman's and a few others take on it.
Your hyper-masculinity is a reaction to your growing effeteness. It is an exaggerated reaction to being mentally castrated.
Someone telling me what to think, act, and live as will only meet my intolerance.
- TheJoker wrote:
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The hubris, naivety, and ignorance of authoritarians amuses me.
Maybe you should study it...because you are a budding authoritarian, revolting against an others. You just don't nkow how to instill order in your life, in your world.
A man, establishes order, boy.
All these thinkers when they think up these theories and world-views are proposing ORDER, you dumb boy.
Consciousness is an ordering...the more ordered it is, the more harmonious this internal, at first,order is, the more aware the mind is.
This then is projected outward wanmtin gto replicate the internal order, the noumenon, into the world of disordering, the phenomenon.
- TheJoker wrote:
- I think the rest of the world frightens you which is one of the reasons you hide in your barricade.
Fear is a part of nature...how one react to it determines his courage.
Boy, do you imagine that I do not leave my house?
What for you is new, is for me old and done with.
But then simpletons can go out dancing and drinking amongst the rabble and be content with this repetitive activity....I have no such desires.
But feel free to speculate.
- TheJoker wrote:
- Here I thought my own narcissism was astounding.
If you think pride and self-respect are narcissistic, then feel free to never feel them.
- TheJoker wrote:
- What shall I learn?
Why would I tell you and ruin my pleasure of seeing you discover it no your own...but alas, I fear you will not share.
- TheJoker wrote:
- You don't sound beyond average to me so why your trying to elevate yourself as somthing other is beyond me.
Words, contradicted by actions.
I've learned to not listen to the words of children nor those of females....they say things they erase with their activities.
It's a joy to behold, if you do not take it seriously.
My self-love has been a product of years of self-hate.
I've had to justify myself to myself.
You went straight to the love, boy.