I will use this thread to focus more on the illuminati, and the occult. I have dabbled in the occult slightly, and hope to share with you my experiences. Forgive me for my slopiness at times, my cell phone being my only source of internet, is tedious when it comes to posting.
In response to eyesinthedark.
Me, I am a product, of my environment. When I started this search for God, I wanted the truth. I turned to God, and it seemed my prayers went unanswered, how little faith I had. My search is continuous it seems, but where would I be without the search for truth.
I was raised in a house decorated with religous relics, but I do not recall talking seriously about religon. Slowly I have come to open both eyes, and expand my awareness, to look out into the universe, and bring myself back to earth, to wherever I am. As a child, I found it hard to fit into society. I became the silent, observant listener. The older I get, I wish to become aware of where I am putting my attention, and focus. Yes I pray, that my will be the will of god. I cant claim to be a strict christian, maybe itis ingrained in me somehow.
I think it is unwise to not care, or be of service to others. It relates to my beliefs of karma. You pay a good deed forward, the more likely someone will do the same creating a ripple effect. You can replace tje word /someone/ with the word /universe/ and think of it that way also. Now imagine
