You are attracted to other people's misery; it pulls you in like a cosmic force. It brings you delight, a malevolent delight. You feed off it. You are aware of this, but sometimes it slips your mind. This is why you are here on KTS. You sense the frustration here, the frustration from lack of real life excitement. Sexual frustration, social rejection. You are of the darkness, of the morbidity. I don't write this to you to upset you, but because it's what I perceive.