Jesus is a messianic symbol. Its symbolism is that of the death of the corporeal (tangible, physical, experiential) and its rebirth as pure idea/ideal. Salvation is this liberation of mind from body - mind (god) is where this idea/ideal exists - can ever exist - as a vague, obscure, intangible, concept with no external referents. It is, in fact, a negation of the experiential world. This is what nihilism is.
goodness-weird wrote:
sleep is a curse food is the sign of weakness
All needs/desires express weakness - dependence.
goodness-weird wrote:
human is not a life, it´s a project,
All species are types of life. Life differs from non-life in that it has intent - will - meaning it can focus itself upon an objective, using memories to guide it.
i have developed this conspiracy theory a few days ago,
that somehow music was birthed into existence as an evolving life-form, just like a flower or a plant, and it had the ability to modify and advance itself, its phenomena, indefinetly,
but somewhere along the line, this evolution grinded to a halt by something, or somebody, with nefarious intent its quite hard to explain, like a rose that never reached its shiny blossom,
Music is the appreciation of sequential patterns using the ear as the sense organ. We feel moved when the sequence corresponds to to something in us associated with a need/desire - because organisms are also organized patterns.
What we see as matter/energy we hear as melody. All perceived order is like visual symphony. The different colours, forms, corresponding to tones, frequencies, sonar sequences - melodies.
At some point one is forced to reckon with the reality of themselves, and thier life. Age makes mortality more pronounced, and mortality is a deep visceral truth that cannot be denied; the greatest truth. Why did King Lear go mad? An old man, having lived a long life in illusions and delusions of power, never facing what lay beneath it, the weaknesses, the vulnerabilities, the mistaken beliefs, the chaotic suppressed beastly nature. Having never cultivated the nessesary spiritual foundations of wisdom within himself, to support him when he eventually faced death, having no ordered structure of identity, he was doomed to fall directly into chaos at the slightest exposure of its fragility. This is what happens when one devotes thier lives to illusions, the truth will smolder and percolate and then become a volcanic eruption of destructive devastation.
Some on the other hand, are capable of weathering the destruction in a form of waking death. The deadly fallout of the truth will not touch them because they already killed themselves a long time ago with lies. A prisoner, a slave of oneself.
Satyr Daemon
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Identity is a continuum. A continuum in harmony, not contradicting what precedes it.
Christian it contradicts Europe's continuum, based on centuries before this Abrahamic filth. Abrahamism is a foreign dogma - Afro-Asiatic, not Indo-European.
As I said....identity: Genes <> Will <> Memes
70% genealogy - 20% memeaology and 10% will, i.e., choice.
Abrahamism contradicts Aryanisme. These are polar opposite world-views. Ideal/Real where the ideal nullifies, contradicts, the real. Present day Americanised Europe is in conflict with its own past - it is committing cultural, spiritual, suicide.
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Satyr Daemon
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Fantasies express desires or needs. Sexual fantasies are about desires - excess energies.
xraywho wrote:
I find myself sometimes doing that. Like inner dialog with someone I know and composing stories.
Something tells me the two are related. And it's also a sign of weakness. It is also a precursor to emotionalism.
Do you know more on this subject?
No.
xraywho wrote:
More importantly, how to stop doing it?
Why would you stop it?
Excess energies can also be expunged through art or exercise or any act of creativity.
Yes. They are often sexual. I also find that it is a way to lose energy. I can find control to block them.
I am very physically active. So I sometimes fantasize on training with a woman, which then leads to a sexual fantasy, then I stop.
Isn't fantasizing/thinking this way expelling energy? Isn't it better to use it for something else? I guess, yes, since you said it. The thing is, I do create and am active, it's just that, you need to take breaks from it to recharge, and that is when I do the fantasizing.
Satyr Daemon
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Yes. They are often sexual. I also find that it is a way to lose energy. I can find control to block them.
I am very physically active. So I sometimes fantasize on training with a woman, which then leads to a sexual fantasy, then I stop.
Isn't fantasizing/thinking this way expelling energy?
Fantasies do not expunge energies; they simply reveal them.
xraywho wrote:
Isn't it better to use it for something else?
It is better to use them procreativity or creatively....anything that produces a consequence.
xraywho wrote:
I guess, yes, since you said it. The thing is, I do create and am active, it's just that, you need to take breaks from it to recharge, and that is when I do the fantasizing.
Unfortunately, these energies constantly accumulate and need constant release.
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xraywho
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Fantasies do not expunge energies; they simply reveal them.
When I do creative work, the more difficult it is, and more moving parts with the task at hand, more energy I expel through solving it with thinking.
Isn't fantasizing a form of thinking, triggering neural movement, and thus expelling energy? Or is the energy needed faded in comparison to creative work?
Satyr Daemon
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For anyone lurking, I figured more how to minimize fantasizing: bought a good, thick and hard mattress, now I sleep a little longer. I work from the moment I wake up to 22:00, sometimes even to 00:00. After that, I do light exercises or watch good movies, then sleep. Now I only fantasize a few times a day, while on breaks or training, last from a few seconds to a minute. Gonna erraticate it soon.
Satyr Daemon
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