Observations and Thoughts too short for their own threads - 1

Stalagmites wrote:

People who beat themselves off whether fantasizing or watching pornography are coping with stress. The stress or pain initiates not from tension created by the onset of a sexual drive (atleast in chronic 'users') but psychological or emotional imbalances. The objective isn't sexual relief, that's just what many users tell themselves, on this ongoing journey of denial and self-repression that they are on.

People masturbate (beat off) because of their emotional/psychological imbalances, not to relieve accumulated sexual tensions? Amazing.

Arbiter of Change wrote:

Stalagmites wrote:

People who beat themselves off whether fantasizing or watching pornography are coping with stress. The stress or pain initiates not from tension created by the onset of a sexual drive (atleast in chronic 'users') but psychological or emotional imbalances. The objective isn't sexual relief, that's just what many users tell themselves, on this ongoing journey of denial and self-repression that they are on.

People masturbate (beat off) because of their emotional/psychological imbalances, not to relieve accumulated sexual tensions? Amazing.

Thanks dude.

Now read what I typed in again. Something to do with CHRONIC and PORN. It's masochism.

People who watch porn masturbate much more than those who don't. Shit is addictive, and at a certain level, too much masturbation is not just relieving sexual tension.

Stalagmites wrote:

Now read what I typed in again. Something to do with CHRONIC and PORN. It's masochism.

So now people who masturbate are masochists too?

Stalagmites wrote:

Shit is addictive, and at a certain level, too much masturbation is not just relieving sexual tension.

I agree with that. It's the same with excessive eating, it's not just satiating one's hunger anymore when you eat 30,000 calories a day. There are some other underlying psychological/emotional issues which are being repressed by chemically inebriation by means of excessive masturbation/eating.

To know is to know that there is no knowing while knowing is to know that there is no know to know.

The mind all there is never there: it separates inseparably backward and forward, or back or to-ward, to somethingness of nothing or nothingness of something.

There's no beginning and no ending. A beginning which never began and an ending which never ended.
Ellipse as representative intention:
You can't start at the end nor at the beginning, if your intentions are to have something before, then nothing after, and then something again: whether the intentionality precedes or supersedes is inde-terminate to ever intend.

Something of nothing happened and did not happen earlier or later: it was all contemplation and so no action: nothing of nothing; paralyzed, but knowing I could still mobilize, yet not knowing when I could, while knowing when I could not.

It was as if I were burning away at the rate at which my cigarette was burning: a unison and unity as a separation, into solving ash, and an inseparation, into dissolving smoke.

Satyr wrote:

Because life, and consciousness, depends on some degree of order, understanding must find a pattern to know, to store as data.
This is why man, even when thinking of chaos imagines it as complex order, and why man's language reflects its dependence...such as in the concepts of something/nothing - the thing being that presupposed "order".
Man, in fact, cannot think outside this 1/0, something/nothing binary/dualistic paradigm.
The paradox is inevitable when one attempts to describe a concept outside this paradigm by using the symbols, presuppositions, which are innate to thinking and language (math and geometry included).

Slaughtz wrote:

our instincts, our genetic memory, gives us a hint, a reminder of the pitfalls of relatively strict binary thinking (autism)

This genetic memory reminding us the world is not a 1/0 is a natural anxiety or fear - the skepticism of an absolute - of safety, ever persistent. Like when one is in a forest and one notices it is "too quiet", causing unease.
Humans, then, have this itching desire for distinction, for movement, disrupting or testing the peace. Like one who dreams of one day ruling the world - they desire to reduce everyone but themselves to a level of subservience, where they remain distinct and their will is absolute. Like the anarchist, desiring to reduce all of civilization to a blank canvas rubble from which they can start to create, without interference or challenge from other 'artists'.
Humans think in absolutes - 1/0, but ever present anxiety or fear disallows our comfort with those absolutes. Distinction, then, comes from fear of ignorance - of no activity, of death - a blank hard drive filled with no activity, a 0, unfilled and thusly purposeless. Indeed, not having evolved this fear, we would be that much less driven to remain, as we are, organisms of distinction. Only organisms with a strong will for the preservation of their activity will persist in an indifferent, competitive and entropic world.

Man becoming oblivious of himself


A mind is coming to a decision, a choice is being made.
How did this choice happen? What is it based on? What created that decision process?

The idea of a free-will serves as a comforting rationalization for ones' surrender to the community standards and or a shame of ones' nature at a given point in ones' life.
'There is nothing I had to do, I chose to do it.'
That 'I' is a lie, a fabrication to escape shame and guilt felt in front of others. The other, the group, the community becomes the 'I'.

The enlightenment provided a philosophy to make surrender to the community more comfortable for the self of the subjects. There is still some masculine energy present and that needed to be soothed and calmed to enable the growth of the community.
While a medieval Christian is aware of his surrender to god and his lord, modern man has become oblivious to his surrendering.

Where there is much talk, much babble, about the 'individual' and its individuality there it is being most oppressed. Talking becomes a release valve, to vent energies which are not being expressed, which are being suppressed.

An idiot, a dense moron, and a cerebral narcissist, realizing his past stupidity, decides to demote that which he initially elevated for reasons not in accord with public statements. A need to placate to the female, a desperate and needy attempt to establish dominance through flattery, backfires and in his exposure, in his nakedness, he feels the cold breeze of staring eyes. But he already exposed himself - too late to erase one's errors. Though he hides under a pretense, a well-crafted persona, a facade, he has a desperate need to be exposed. The weight and burden of constantly faking, constantly wearing the mask, is simply too much for him to bear.

He is weak willed, like a dog, and very predictable; his patterns consist of regurgitating things he learned from other philosophers, trying to cast the illusion of originality and sagacity through quasi-mystical jargon and parentheses. The idiot, the dense moron, and cerebral narcissist thinks that if he repeats this bullshit enough, that others will have the impression that he is some sage, some buddha, some priest.

Compound this with his obsession with a group of modern degenerates on an infantile forum...

A needy, pathetic old-man desperately trying to make up for all those years that went to waste in seclusion and despair.

I wonder if the word " kill " etymologically emanates from the name " Achilles ";

Ah-kill-les

He was the best killer, after all.

Nightmare wrote:

I wonder if the word " kill " etymologically emanates from the name " Achilles ";

Ah-kill-les

He was the best killer, after all.

Please stop.

Quote :

Please stop.

Never

Set = Egyptian god of chaos and evil. Set-ting of the sun = time of chaos ( according to ancient Egyptians ).

Ra = Egyptian sun god. Ra-ys of the sun.

Arbiter of Change wrote:

Lyssa wrote:

Indifference from a Desensitization/numbness of the senses is not the same as Indifference from a mindful attention.

What do you mean?

Being indifferent or avoiding women when you've gone numb - which is what pornography does, is different from being self-concerned, you are indifferent to them.

You might want to look into the many articles on the web that point to brain shrinkage and other structural damage to the brain from porn consumption;

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"Every time a person views porn, or eventually even thinks about porn, the burst of dopamine strengthens the connections between cells. The stronger the connection, the easier it becomes for cells to communicate on that path. This idea of the brain changing itself is called neuroplasticity. Whether learning to ski, learning to speak a foreign language, or looking at porn, the more we use a particular neuropathway, the more our brain changes, making the pathway stronger.

These neuropathways are like footpaths across a field of waist-high grass. Walking across the field when the grass is so high requires significant effort. But each time you walk along the path, it gets easier. The grass gets trampled, worn down, and eventually becomes a dirt path.

Someone who doesn’t watch porn, or is not yet addicted, has yet to develop sensitized “weed-whacked” pathways. But the porn neuropathways of someone whose brain is addicted are weed-whacked and trampled down so that they have become the path of least resistance. Porn becomes the path of least resistance in the brain. And the easier the path, the more likely we are to take it, even when we don’t want to. The creation of this path of least resistance is called sensitization."

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Nightmare wrote:

I think this global anti-Americanism is really just a petty jealousy, akin to how all the little kiddies at elementary school are envious of the popular kid, numero uno.

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God bless America and no one else!

America is and has long been a colony of the same Aristocratic and financial elite that have dominated Europe for centuries.

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The only thing that is truly exceptional about America is it's military reach though it is fairly blatant that these forces are used for purposes other that American national interests.

Read, in Suicide Note, Heisman's comments on the American Civil War and the similarity in psychology between the Anglo-Saxons and the Semites.

Satyr wrote:

Read, in Suicide Note, Heisman's comments on the American Civil War and the similarity in psychology between the Anglo-Saxons and the Semites.

I think the 'secular' Jew is an adaption to the Anglo-Saxon dominance.
Because their (A-S) identity has been de-race-inated more thoroughly and earlier than on the Continent they have had an easier time in those parts.

Lyssa wrote:

Arbiter of Change wrote:

Lyssa wrote:

Indifference from a Desensitization/numbness of the senses is not the same as Indifference from a mindful attention.

What do you mean?

Being indifferent or avoiding women when you've gone numb - which is what pornography does, is different from being self-concerned, you are indifferent to them.

You might want to look into the many articles on the web that point to brain shrinkage and other structural damage to the brain from porn consumption;

Quote :

"Every time a person views porn, or eventually even thinks about porn, the burst of dopamine strengthens the connections between cells. The stronger the connection, the easier it becomes for cells to communicate on that path. This idea of the brain changing itself is called neuroplasticity. Whether learning to ski, learning to speak a foreign language, or looking at porn, the more we use a particular neuropathway, the more our brain changes, making the pathway stronger.

These neuropathways are like footpaths across a field of waist-high grass. Walking across the field when the grass is so high requires significant effort. But each time you walk along the path, it gets easier. The grass gets trampled, worn down, and eventually becomes a dirt path.

Someone who doesn’t watch porn, or is not yet addicted, has yet to develop sensitized “weed-whacked” pathways. But the porn neuropathways of someone whose brain is addicted are weed-whacked and trampled down so that they have become the path of least resistance. Porn becomes the path of least resistance in the brain. And the easier the path, the more likely we are to take it, even when we don’t want to. The creation of this path of least resistance is called sensitization."

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The silly boy thinks that I'm needy and desperate, because I'm not asexual like he is and because I haven't turned my back on women, like some MGHOW.

HA!

He made himself asexual, because he is just too inept with females.

His hyper-cynicism of women is a cowardice and coping-mechanism meant to get rid of any lingering hope of future romance, thus causing him to feel at ease in his current state.

Let him continue to play video games. What should I care?

Hell, I think he may be turning gay....

That comment he made about a male character from a video game...

" This sexy motherfucker..."

Meant to appear as a joke, but most jokes have some truth to them.

Who are you referring to Erik?

perpetualburn wrote:

Who are you referring to Erik?

I was referring to Arbiter of Change.

Anfang wrote:

Satyr wrote:

Read, in Suicide Note, Heisman's comments on the American Civil War and the similarity in psychology between the Anglo-Saxons and the Semites.

I think the 'secular' Jew is an adaption to the Anglo-Saxon dominance.
Because their (A-S) identity has been de-race-inated more thoroughly and earlier than on the Continent they have had an easier time in those parts.

Good point.
The Jew coming into contact with Protestant Anglo-Saxon Christianity adapted its methods and morphed into a Judaic spirituality minus the God.
It was brought up-to-speed with Modernity.

and so we have the three branches fo Zionism:
Spiritual
Political
Social

These are often in competition, and come into conflict with one another, but are, nevertheless, part of the same meme.
Capitalism/Communism and the Cold War is one type of Zionism competing with another, after the dreaded pagans were reduced to rubble.

Whoop-de-doo.

I'm a social person. I guess I should be a socialist.
- Bye bye, family unit.

I want to be free from social conformity. I guess I should be a liberal.
- That's racist, sexist and homophobe! Stick it back up your ass!

I like things to stay the way they are. I guess I should be a conservative.
- Always about 20 years behind the progressives since that dichotomy was invented.

I want freedom. I guess I should be a libertarian.
- Walks around saying nothing is for free, except freedom of course.

The most pure, but least refined action, personificaton, emanates from an unconscious drive dependent upon the nature of the will.
Accordingly, acting is at the pressing back of thinking and likewise thinking is at the cost of acting.
Now, action can be made as the object of thinking and so too thought made into an object of acting.

The title makes the substance instead of that the substance inspires the title; shit can become roses and vice-versa. Irish is an title you can carry regardless of racial makeup.
Mission Impossible...they just had to implant the ''it is impossible'' in the scene because they have no other inspiration; not that certain words are used which inspires the dominant or remarkable substance to be used as title, no, the title will be repeated over and over again as the substance in itself.

I am a tranny because I say so and the title is my substance because we say so.
Shit smells like roses because a dog rosed over the shit - you know ima sayin.

Modern man embracing his/her identity crisis -

You are an albino-trans-am-octopus?
Yeah, whatever.

I'm going to observe and judge you based on how you look, based on how you act and based on how you talk. But I will not take your quacking at face value.

You tell me I should not judge you based on how you look, not based on how you act but I should judge you based on what you say about yourself and take it at face value??
You are totally cuckoo...

Interesting to find Comic book stories interspersed with bits and pieces of philosophy...

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marvel wiki wrote:

The Beyonder observed Earth for a number of years and was fascinated to discover that the beings living within Earth's reality were not each a creation complete unto themselves. Within his universe the Beyonder was complete; indeed he was all of his reality. As a consequence, he was naturally surprised to discover that Earth's beings were merely a part of a greater whole making up their universe; one that was itself but a member of a larger collection of universes, perhaps of infinite extent, called a multiverse! Hence, each sentient being on Earth was, in the Beyonder's unique point of view, inherently "incomplete" and thereby [he assumed] must strive to find some way to remedy its incompleteness. For this reason the Beyonder decided that the driving force of all sentient beings must be desire—an emotional state previously unknown to him—which manifested itself as a longing to grow; to be; to evolve into something that one is currently not in order to achieve a sense of completeness. Indeed, upon the realization that he (as he heretofore thought) was not all that existed, he began to view himself as incomplete, and, as a result, found that he too now felt desire

What makes the exceptional woman exceptional is the way she instinctively covers herself up at just the right moment. It's these small glimpses that turn the big imaginations of men. Yet, if it weren't for the exceptional man we would never see the grandeur of this display.

My own interpretation on the origin of God and the subjective/objective dichotomy presented by Satyr, later explained to someone else:

The animal experiences consciousness at a primal level. There is no self reflection, it is pure reaction. Evaluation is almost immediate, behaviors showing further capability like tracking prey is still an internalized process, a gut feeling without extended analysis or reflection - only different responses to different circumstances during the chase. Then there are those animals who can recognize self as something that is a part of the world, which they see. They are aware of themselves as a phenomenon in the world. Dolphins, elephants, chimps... can do this. Then there is human, who can see self as a being in the world which recognizes itself. Humans could then recognize themselves as a being which recognizes a being which recognizes itself, but as it becomes abstract, it becomes them recognizing a purely abstract concept of themselves, without typical natural phenomenally based form, only energetic form - in the mind. An observer which exists in a purely noumenal form. This is where the idea of God or a higher consciousness comes from.

Because they can no longer honestly identify with it as being themselves due to its existing only within the human consciousness, as an energetic state or synapse, it becomes an existing unknown. An existing thing which is outside the realm of every aspect we attribute to things. That we can think it is there, but it has no phenomological form, we have a choice to believe this primary observer is nonexistent or some ultimate superior being or consciousness.

This holy "ghost" is ever present afterward, an unexplained presence.

Erik wrote:

The silly boy thinks that I'm needy and desperate, because I'm not asexual like he is and because I haven't turned my back on women, like some MGHOW.

HA!

He made himself asexual, because he is just too inept with females.

His hyper-cynicism of women is a cowardice and coping-mechanism meant to get rid of any lingering hope of future romance, thus causing him to feel at ease in his current state.

Let him continue to play video games. What should I care?

Hell, I think he may be turning gay....

That comment he made about a male character from a video game...

" This sexy motherfucker..."

Meant to appear as a joke, but most jokes have some truth to them.

Just to make it clear. I think you are needy and desperate because you play into Arc's attention-whorism and flirting. Notice how she ignores questions I directed at her pertaining to philosophy.

I never understood the appeal of it, does flirting with women over internet really bring you some sort of satisfaction? I don't know, I just don't get it... like I also never understood why people like to go to strip clubs... it's a waste of money. If you're going to waste money on women better save up and eventually hire a prostitute, at least you know you'll get your money's worth instead of only watching. Or maybe something is wrong with me, I'm not denying that's a possibility.

And although I'm not asexual anymore, it's definitely a phase in life that has affected me. I know this is the internet so anybody can say whatever they want, but I can get a 'romance' going no problem, what bothers me is how contingent the relationship would be in the eyes of a woman, and how easily in a case of losing a job or suffering an accident I would be rendered worthless in her eyes and she would just 'move on'. Knowing that all the supposed romance is a heavily circumstantial pretense does sort of kill it for me, admittedly.

I consider my views as biological/evolutionary realism, but you're free to call it cynicism if you want.

Fun how you mock MGTOW (MGHOW?) when you listen to them far more than I (you said you like Barbarossa and Stardusk), I only like TurdFlingingMonkey, others are too whiny and repetitive for my taste.

And no, I'm not turning gay. When I say a man is sexy, I mean I want to look like him, that he has the kind of body I would want to have, not that I would want to fuck him. I was never sexually attracted towards a man.

To the noumenal form of self, ("God"), ideas are real and all equal to itself and others of noumenal form. A fabric hinting at the underpinning of modern egalitarianism. All exists as binary in this world. It exists or it does not, a complete absence, utter 0. Gradation required for judgment isn't possible. It is all or nothing. No superior/inferior. No comparison beyond is/isn't.

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It is only when this world as a whole becomes a tool for some other purpose or experience that it the may as a whole express a gradation. The more expansive focus of the mind (or disruptions caused by instinct - injecting itself viscerally and involuntarily into this noumenal world) can make concentrations of white/black display a different pattern

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Anxiety or fear, nags and disrupts God's world, manifesting in the human as doubt.

The mind can then try to repress these visceral intrusions, through narcotics or ignore-ance. This is preferable to disturbing the pristine order that is a purely noumenal interaction, maintaining their Godliness. Especially preferable when the person has no real order or understanding of the world they were born into. Without a structure applicable to the world, they would prefer a noumenal one. The shame or suffering of having no control over themselves would be too great - being so fragile, the mind protects itself from this prospect. Scared shitless of any disruptions of their order, their eyes cease becoming organs of reception and become ones of oppression - an offense to their safe noumenal world. They will take in the light, but they'd dull their reason such that they're effectively blind. They can no longer see the world and manage the fear it evokes in them.

Sperm and memes are in essence one and the same. Think about stuff like why humans are literally 10x hornier than any other species. All the shit that goes in has the urge to get out in its new form one way or the other.